Hello!!! hehehe... I'm back again! This week is such a tiring week! As usual! We have more assignments compare before, this week almost all of our subjects we have assignments! During the weekends, I just made my assignments and we went in my Tita's house because it's her birthday! We called to our other cousins and we had a long conversation. After that I was assigned to wash the dishes! hehehehe... They are laughing at me. (T_T) Since that our other cousins were not able to arrive, we just chat with them. This weekend, I was texting with my classmates, and the other Science HighSchool students... I was texting with Ate Tin-Anne and Ate Clarisse who already graduated in CNSHS. She was asking about our plan in Saliw today. I was not able to answer her because we are not yet having our meeting in Saliw for this week! Ahm... speaking of Saliw, I missed Saliw already, I missed the bondings in every performance, the camaraderie in every practice and especially the joke times we have in every single moment of our performance or practice. I hope we can perform as soon as possible. That's all for now! Bye!

simple, simple, simple...

Hmmm... This week is very tiring ofcourse but I really enjoy this week. Last monday we don't classes! This Tuesday bacame memorable for me because I proved my self that I am the one who can change and still can improve myself. I proved it when I refused to talk to him and forget all about him. I am happy with what I did and I don't have any regrets from that.

It's never the same with what I feel yesterdays...

Hello! I'm back again! You are just the only one I know that will lessen my negative feelings about too many problems in life. Maybe I had moved on but it's not that totally complete. It's a month ago already. Yes! I can't forget about him. Every night I was thinking that one day, he still wants me back and it came true. One day this week, he talked to me and he wants me back like before. I didn't give him a chance because I'm still afraid to love and to be hurt. I don't want to be left alone again. It's very hard to be alone when you are really down. Yes, my friends are there but the comfort of the one you love is the one that you are looking for. It would be an impossible thing. It's not that simple. I'm confused with my decision because it was not really what I like to happen, but I have to prove my friends that they are also important to me. I broke our camaraderie before and I don't want to do that again because as of now, they are my strenght. I may not have another friends like them again. Deep inside me, I still have feelings with him but not that what I feel before. hmmm....I'm confused! ♥♥take time to realize♥♥

I gotta go my own way!

Hmmm... I think I'm just confused that's why I'm saying this things to my self. I have to focus with what I have and not to enter any commitment any more. I love everything surrounding me. I think I had moved on wit my self. I'm not alone as what he's telling me! I have many friends to support and guide me. I don't need him! He's just a big mistake that I've done in my life!

I am who I am

---realize?!?!?!

Hmm....We visited Ma'am May in the hospital and when I saw her I'm very sad because she's very weak, but I know that she can recover. Hmmm... what will you feel if a person fool you for a year? I opened this topic because of someone who fooled me for almost 2 years without my knowledge. From now on, I'll never let others fool me especially the boys. Like what my friends told me, "BOYS ARE BOYS"!!!!! Now that he's comming back, maybe I'll never give him the chance that he's asking for... I am who I am.

First Week is done!!!

This first week is awfully done! It's very nice and ofcourse tiring! Hmm..During the first day, I think it's just a normal day for me. Then on the second and third day, we had our diagnostic exams. I was amazed with my other classmates because they are very fast in taking the exam. hehehe... They are just guessing it because it was just a diagnostic exam so I tried to just guess it also. hehehehe... While I am taking the English exam, I read the last part of it and I realized something about my self. The thought of that little article is so meaningful. This Friday is a bit tiring because we had our regular classes already. Someone went in our school, and they are my friends and the other one is... hmm...I can say that he's one of my past. hmm...My classmates told me that he's waiting for me but I don't care after all of the things that he did to me, will I still love him. He hurted me so much. Until in the gate he's waiting for me but I avoid to see him because it still hurts. When we were outside the campus one pf my friends told me that he's waiting for me somewhere so I used the other way just to keep from him. Until next time! ♥☺♥

First Day High!

First day high! Yeah!!! Honestly I'm not excited in going to school because it's my hird uear in school and I knew already who will be my classmates. I'm a bit excited because we have new classmate fro Nitrogen (the highest section in our school) I don't know what will be her attitude because my first thought with those who belong in that section are kind of weird. So as days past I was able to know her better, she's a nice person and I don't doubt that one day we will be closer friends. I hope so! ☺