It's never the same with what I feel yesterdays...

Hello! I'm back again! You are just the only one I know that will lessen my negative feelings about too many problems in life. Maybe I had moved on but it's not that totally complete. It's a month ago already. Yes! I can't forget about him. Every night I was thinking that one day, he still wants me back and it came true. One day this week, he talked to me and he wants me back like before. I didn't give him a chance because I'm still afraid to love and to be hurt. I don't want to be left alone again. It's very hard to be alone when you are really down. Yes, my friends are there but the comfort of the one you love is the one that you are looking for. It would be an impossible thing. It's not that simple. I'm confused with my decision because it was not really what I like to happen, but I have to prove my friends that they are also important to me. I broke our camaraderie before and I don't want to do that again because as of now, they are my strenght. I may not have another friends like them again. Deep inside me, I still have feelings with him but not that what I feel before. hmmm....I'm confused! ♥♥take time to realize♥♥