I am telling everyone that there's nothing wrong with me...That's what I feel. I'm telling myself that I'm ok but then one time, when I'm alone, I realized that I'm really not ok. I don't why am I going this way... I hate being not at myself. As of now, I don't know who I am. I don't know what my problem is? I can't understand myself. How could I help myself? I thought I am happy ready enough to face him. But the moment I saw him I couldn't talk to him. I want to talk to him. I missed him so much. I beleive that first love never dies. I can't forget him though I'm telling anyone that I don't love him anymore. Everytime I saw him, I feel the sadness that I try to hide to everyone. I tried it but then my feelings can't change. What does it mean? Do I still love him? I tried to forget him but I still cannot. I don't know what to do now? I think I tried my best but still I can't. When he's still alive, I can say that I don;t forget him. I think we he died already, It will be easy for me to forget him already.
One time, he viewed my profile in friendster, I started thinking of him. I want to blame him that it was his fault! He made a way for me to remember him! I hope he still loves me... I want to talk to him. I don't care what will others say but I still love him. I can't avoid thinking of him. I hope one time he will go to visit in our school and I will really talk to him. I miss everything with him.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
I realized that I'm not totally happy...
Posted by †♥lorainne♥† at 12:55:00 AM
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