Started and ended with too much pain...

"And it all began when I met you..." I think my love story had begun when I met this guy. He was my first serious and formal boyfriend. It all started January 14, 2007 when we met each other. At first I really don't know him, then my friend Janina just introduced me to him because they said that that guy likes me. I don't believe that time because I know that he has girlfriend and I even know that girl. I thought for the first time that It was just a joke. I really don't like him. He got my number from my friends and texted me, knowing much about me. His first text was "eow poh! pde poh b mkipgkaibigan?" , so I asked his name, then he gave his name. I didn't recognized his name easily then I just knew it when he let me remembered the day Janina introduced me to him. Obviously I really didn't care about our first meeting. We became friends, then sometimes he's going in our room, my classmates said that he's visiting me. I told them that he has girlfriend already.Then since then, he didn't text me, nor visit me in our room. February 9, 2007 I saw him with his girlfriend, I felt the pain inside and I don't know why, it seems so dark everywhere. I can feel the intense pain that I was not really expecting. Then my friends just let me realized that I am loving him already. I kept away from him to avoid laving him because he is committed to his girlfriend. After a month, he told me that he broke up with his girl because the girl fooled her. I don't feel pity of him instead I got angry at him because I was thinking that why did he tell me so? What is his intention? to let me fall in love with him? But then girls are very patient and kindhearted, I accepted him as whom he is. He courted me and I answered him after 2 months. After that we are already formally committed. I loved him so much. We last for one year and 2 months and we had our very emotional break up personally because he is loving someone already. I decide to quit from that relationship even though it's too hard for me to do that. I just thought that it was the best thing to do. With in that one year of relationship, I loved him so much and the same thing with him, when we had our break up, it was too emotional like what I said so. I was not expecting that he would cry, he cried at my front and asking for apology. Iwant to forget everything that time, like a computer I want to erase everything. Our love story began and ended with a pain that I feel. Love is really unexpected. I was not happy with my first love but I learned a lot of things from him and I thanked him very much for that. I hope that when the time that I fall in love again, I want to be wiser at all. I don't want the pain anymore but it can't be avoided because since you love, you'll surely experience the happiness and especially the pain that you can't hide.