Christmas Vacation..just a snap!

Happy Holidays!! OMG! The days we are waiting for! It's Christmas Vacation already! hahaha...I hope I would enjoy it. December 20, I do still have a hangover from the Christmas party yesterday! I really enjoyed that day. I opened the gifts from my friends and I was happy when I saw their gifts, almost all pink. They really know what I want! ahaha!! December 21, just nothing! Argh! I cleaned my room and It was really messy especially the teddy bears because they were all stocked there and they were full of dust! December 23, I was texting all day and I sat at the front of the computer like what I usually do everyday this vacation. I missed my friendster account a lot! Ahaha! I am fixing my profile and the same thing with the profile of Stimuli. Actually I am sawa already with friendster so I made a profile in other networking websites like Pagii! I liked it so much! Please add me ahaha!!! It's like friendster also but there you have to take care a kind of animal in your profile. Ahaha! December 24, I made my project in Filipino already the Suring Aklat because I'm done reading it already! Yehey! ahaha!!! I also helped my mother in preparing foods for the Noche Buena! December 25! It's Christmas day already! ahaha...Early morning my godson was there already. I give him 100 Php. After that I took a bath already then we went in Sanja Major here in Tanza to visit my great grand mother. After we have visited her, we went in SM Bacoor with my Tita and my cousin. We are to watch a film but there are many people in the Cinema Area so we just decided to stay in the Department Store and rome around. I bought gifts for Joan, Stanford, and my other classmates. I bought bracelets for all of them. I bought pair of clothes for my other godchildren that doesn't have gift from me yet. Then we went in the Toy Kingdom and bought some toys to be given to children. December 27, we went in Las Piñas and we were not able to go with our tropa (Jez, Joan, Mafi, Stanford, Kim, Kuma, Arturo,Zyrex) to watch film in SM Bacoor. We went in Las Piñas to visit my cousins. My titas gave me their pamasko to me. Ahaha..I received a bag, money and even simple keychains. I do appreciate them a lot!

With in that sembreak...

It was nice staying with my cousins in Las Piñas! They were really great companions! I missed them a lot!Ate Jhoy, Ate Minel, Ate Letlet...they were all clever! As others say they are kalog. Our sembreak is just two weeks I think. We stayed in Ate Jhoy's house. Every morning we are cooking our food and going to Ate Minel. We are doing our usual bonding time together like, ironing of hair, curling and sometimes designing our own nails. One time Ate Jhoy and I went in Metro Mall nearby us and we bought some nail polishes and some designing materials for us. We are with Ate Letlet and we are riding in the revo. They are already 19-25 years old but they are still like teenagers even though Ate Jhoy has two cute princesses already. We were teasing Ate Jhoy while she's driving we are telling her that we don't have trust on her when it comes to driving because she was just a beginner then. Then when we are in the mall already, we went in the stall of nail polish. We bought many variants of it. Then we went home already.haist...When we arrived home, we started designing our nails already. Ate Jhoy was the one who designed our nails because she's really good in nail art.She put butterfly on my nail and she put flowers on it! It was really cute! The color of my nail was white and the design was colorful! I loved it! haha...When all of us were done already, we took some pictures of our nails and then we post it in our friendster accounts. We edited it first before we post it ofcourse. We made it as our primary photos. hahaha!!! We had many fun moments there in Las Piñas. Then during All Soul's Day, we went in Golden Heaven to visit our beloved dead relatives. We had offered a prayer first and then we just stayed there until night. Ate Minel and I went in the Museleo and we saw Manny Villar and his family near our Museleo. We offered flowers and candles there for our grandmother and other grandfathers. After that we went back to the burial place of our titos. We have nothing to do there we just eat the foods there. We removed the cheese above the baked mac and we ate it. Then during the night there was a concert there but it was not too nice unlike before when we're still child. We stayed in the cemetery until 9 pm and we went home already. While we are riding on the revo, we are eating the foods that were not eaten there..Ahaha!!! That was my sembreak! Full of fun and memorable moments!

I cannot...

Being heartbroken is a pain that no one can understand until they have experienced it for themselves. You obviously have, therefore are aware of how fragile your heart is right now. Healing a broken heart will take time, but is not impossible, though it may feel that way at the time. It is never an easy process to go through, but with the right prescription, you will be on your way to recovery and happiness again. It is perfectly normal to feel sad and cry after a break up. You have invested most of your time and all of your love and interest into your ex-boyfriend; therefore will go through a sad and painful withdrawal. Talking about it is not only healthy, but will mend your heart quicker because you will release the thoughts and facts that are hurting you so much. I know that you are still hurt with our break up 'cause you don't want to talk about it with your present girlfriend now. I am hoping that you don't love her. I'm not going to be selfish but frankly saying I still love you. No one could help me gather my strength, pick myself up, and find the happiness I deserve to have. If you catch yourself unable to function due to constantly thinking about your ex or repeatedly calling or visiting her for another chance, then chances are you are suffering from love addiction and should seek counseling. Fight the thoughts that tell you that you are a failure and are to blame for the end of your relationship. When a relationship ends it means that the two of you were no longer compatible and that always takes two, not just you. Instead of beating yourself up over what has transpired, examine your ex-relationship by listing the things you enjoyed most about it and then the things that disappointed you and what you believe really caused the breakup.

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I realized that I'm not totally happy...

I am telling everyone that there's nothing wrong with me...That's what I feel. I'm telling myself that I'm ok but then one time, when I'm alone, I realized that I'm really not ok. I don't why am I going this way... I hate being not at myself. As of now, I don't know who I am. I don't know what my problem is? I can't understand myself. How could I help myself? I thought I am happy ready enough to face him. But the moment I saw him I couldn't talk to him. I want to talk to him. I missed him so much. I beleive that first love never dies. I can't forget him though I'm telling anyone that I don't love him anymore. Everytime I saw him, I feel the sadness that I try to hide to everyone. I tried it but then my feelings can't change. What does it mean? Do I still love him? I tried to forget him but I still cannot. I don't know what to do now? I think I tried my best but still I can't. When he's still alive, I can say that I don;t forget him. I think we he died already, It will be easy for me to forget him already.
One time, he viewed my profile in friendster, I started thinking of him. I want to blame him that it was his fault! He made a way for me to remember him! I hope he still loves me... I want to talk to him. I don't care what will others say but I still love him. I can't avoid thinking of him. I hope one time he will go to visit in our school and I will really talk to him. I miss everything with him.

Basketball Girls: Red VS. Blue

As the reds strive hard for their basketball game, the blue tried to apply their best skills. Proving that they got the overwhelming fury to reign chaos on the Basketball Girls, blazing Macintosh demolished the Vaio on the championship stake, 18-15 at the CNSHS' baskteball court. Macintosh outran Vaio in the succeeding quarters. Vaio were not that fast to cope with the Macintosh's speed. Vaio never let go of their revenge with the Macintosh. It was a rundown game but in the 3rd quarter the Vaio ran and crushed down the Macintosh but then the Macintosh remained strong and the Vaio was not able to cope with the Macintosh. Macintosh still holds the strenght and even made it stronger.

Acers Spikers Crushed Macintosh Netters!

There was a great fight between the Green Acers which are the first years and the Red Macintosh who are the third years. Their first game was really good. It even came until to the third set. The score of each team was too closed! And for the second time, they faced again in the championship bearing their confidence and their shocking spikes! Both teams are really deserving to be in the championship. They are both smashers!!! At the first set, the Macintosh won over the Acers. The Macintosh all yelled and cheered for their players. The Macintosh won with the score of 25-17. The first set was in favor of the Red Macintosh. Then on the second set, it was a very close fight. The score of each team is changing intheir every spikes, serves, and smashes! Both sides of the court was hot for the score. The student around the court can feel the pressure felt by the players in the court. In the second set, the Acers won against the Red Macintosh. The Acers were proud with what they did. As the Acers celebrate, the Macintosh became too pressured as we can see with their faces! In the third set, it seems that the Macintosh will win. The acers blocked their concentration and got their score even higher. Then the Macintosh played better for the higher score over the Acers. It was the last 5 for the win of Macintosh but then the Acers ran out and scored until they got 25 and the Acers won the third set. The Champion for the volleyball girls were the Acers! They were really great! They don't lose yet. They made a record! Take not, they are just first years!

MACINTOSH: Led the Cheerdance!

Go, go juniors! Whoo!!! I was expecting that the seniors will win in the cheer dancing. The moment I saw the performance of the seniors, I told myself, "hala! we're second..." because they were really good... I told Dei, that they were really good but for us, we don't aim to win we aim to prove something...haha!!!

The program started already, the cheerleader of each team were called on the stage...I don't expect that they will push me to be the representative...and I don't know what to do! I hate it! I just did anything that comes up with my mind. I just go with the flow of the music. Hmm..after that, I was very very shy! grrr...

Then, the first years showed theirs already. It was cute! Then we're next already. All of us seems so nervous! Then fortunately, we performed well, as we here the yell of everybody, we become more energetic to perform. After that, the team VAIO performed already! They were really good They were followed by the yellow ASUS.

Then it was the announcement of the winners for the cheerdance already! We are praying thet we could win! And God heard it! We won! When it was told that the VAIO was in the second place! The MACINTOSH all yelled! Yes! We don't expect that we will win! We are expecting that the VAIO will win! But thank God! MAC-INT-OSH macintosh!!!

ayer, e-ayer! Champions!!!!

We are the champions!!! Weeee.... At first we know that we won't win because we're really not hip hoppers! and besides, our opponents are really good! Municipal, Bucal...what could we ask for??? hahaha!!! They are really good in terms of hip hop dancing! We don't expect that we wil win...As we can see the costumes of our competitors, we're saying "kahiya naman 'tong costume natin..." hahaha!!! Ours just look like a rug! Hahaha! Then when the event started already, we started making some noise also! Waaahhh!!! Then the street dance started already! We made sure that we made the best noise ever!!! We didn't stop yelling and dancing... Then when we reached the house of one of the judge, we had our exhibition there...fortunately, the judges liked what we did and we were very happy for that! WE danced the "kulto" and they liked it so much... I am hearing from the people there, they are saying, "anong school ito? magaling ahh..." Of course we are flattered!
After that we continue having the street dance already... Then the competition had started since we reached the munisipyo already... We are all nervous...We stayed at the municipal hall. There we relaxed... The elementary level are done already, we're the next group to dance. Once we entered the court, teh people yelled already, we are very amazed...We made our best for that performance. They were amazed at the last. (OUR PERMORMANCE)
Then the competition is done already, we are still waiting for the result. We are not expecting for the victory but we are still hoping. Then it was announced! We are the champion! weee... We ran thru the stage and we got the throphy! We are
really happy! After all the sacrifices, we got the victory...

He ispired me a lot!

My special friend. He's a positive person. He's not thinking of what negative events will happen. He just think of what is right or wrong. He believes , has faith and has fear to God. He changed my life and I appreciated it a lot! He taught me on how to forgive someone and forget what had happened already. He showed me the true face of the world. Everyone is equal in this world. No one is rich and no one is poor. We are all the same. He taught me to think always in positive ways. He gave me strength when I'm so down with my problems. He made our times together so memorable, he always make sure that everything is fine with me. I missed him a lot since that he's not in the school anymore...

I met you like we're friends...

Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name. And someone asked if I knew you. Looking away I thought of all the times we had together; sharing laughter, tears, jokes and tons more. And then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where... That was before but for your information, I'm over you already! I never missed you anymore, I don't pretend this time! I know that I'm in my better way! Life just took you out of my memories. Those laughters, and sweet moment, I won't forget them of course but I can assure that I forgot the reason of those... This is life! The life that we had been undergone, the happiness and sadness. We're together in this silent sleep. I'm not alone, I can feel their love for me. We'll have it celebratin'! I'm not alone!

What a fun, fun, fun Friday!

What a fun Friday I had this week! Since morning I am expecting for a fun day! This morning, as we rode in the school bus, the rain is very hard! I'm very wet. Then when we are in the Naic already, I was amazed because it is very dry! hahaha...it's very weird right? hehe...

Then when we are here in the school already, I opened the door in the chemistry lab. The Chem Lab. smells so stinky! It's disgusting! EEEWWW... After that, I wen upstairs already! They laugh at me because I am very wet! hmmm....

We had our Physics Class! I love the lesson! weee....I cannot get plus factors because whenever I have the opportunity to have it then someone will grab it! Especially Mafi! ahahaha... Fortunately, I was able to pass that activity on time and I have plus factor for that! weee...

During our Chemistry time I was afraid maybe I will be the lowest in the quiz. Actually every chemistry class it really makes me nervous! But ever since I never got the lowest score in our quizzes about ions! Kodie was the lowest and he's very KJ! hmp! He just stood up and he didn't dance that he must do.

We went in tiangge there in the Maragondon Plaza I bought coke float in the stall there. It was delicious. After that we went back in the school already. We had our Statistics and our Mathematics class. The lesson in those subject are quite easy.

Then after those two subjects we said "wee!!! there's no more class! hehe..." We went in the canteen. Paulo, Zabora and I ate in the canteen! We ate the qwek-qwek. The induction is there already, the v.p. and the presidents showed their hidden talents! They were all good! They have the guts! I love their prepared dance number!

When going home we rode in the school bus, unfortunately, the bus malfunctioned while we're in Timalan. The driver fixed it for a while but when we are in the Calibuyo, it malfunctioned again! Haizzz...

What a fun Friday I had! hahaha!!!

I'm always thankful for people who stay even if I show them the real me, because I cant be someone others presume or expect me to be.. it's nice to know you remain while I can just be me..

Saying I love you doesn't only mean loving someone because you like someone, but for friends, it's the way to show concern and how much you care, so let me send this message saying I'm here for you because i love you.

It's unfair to think so much of you when you're not missing me at all. To cry when you never shed a tear. To love you when you say words that hurt my heart... and to live when you breathe for someone else.

I loved someone before, I took the risk in loving him even if I don't know what will happen... One day I decided to give up. My friend ask, "Bakit ka sumuko?" I answered back, "napapagod din pala ang puso..."

God wont leave us empty. If some thing's been taken away, He replaces it with something better. He asks us to put something down so we can pick up something greater.

I have so many stupid mistakes in my life but sometimes I did right was to have you as my friend and I definitely don't want to make any stupid mistake again of losing someone like you.

When your down, I'd be here to cheer you up. When your tired, I'd be here to lift you up. I'd be your friend no matter what.

When oceans begin to dry, when love begins to die, when stars begin to fade, I will still be your friend until the end.

It was the end of the world, God asked me to bring 4 people with me to heaven but we were all ready 5. When you came, I couldn't leave so I decided to stay... heaven deserves you more than I..

If I had only one hour to live and I could be with you, I would spend the whole time in your arms.. I wouldn't even tell you I was dying.. I would just hug you tight and say: "payakap ha? matagal akong mawawala e.."

It isn't everyday that I got a chance to say thank you for the friendship. I may not offer the greatest kind, but it is certainly my BEST because your too special to me anyway. Thanks!

I closed my eyes for a moment and tried to visualize how my life would be without you. Try as I might, I cant. So just hang on in there. Because I wouldn't know what I'd do without you.

I love you for the man you are, I love you for the things you do, I love you for the things you say. But most of all I love you because you love me for the woman I am, for the things I do and for the things I say. I LOVE YOU.

I Love to Live!

When your world tumbles, you feel so down... You should be strong and prove them that you can do it! When you're stumbled world will remain stumbled, nothing will happen! You have to move on and face the new and fix your broken world. No one could ever fix it but only yourself. It's like a battle.

Don't feel that you are alone, so what are your friends for? In this typical world, people are changing so you must have a permanent friends that will surely guide you through it all. Before I want to die already because of the problems that I can't handle anymore. I realized that my friends are still here. I know that they love me so I realized that my world is not just around him but mostly must be with my friends!

He's my Big Winner!!!

I Love my father as what he is now. Mt father is very thoughtful , whenever he is going home from Las Piñas he always have pasalubong. He never missed giving gifts to us. He never missed our special days. He is not just thoughtful but a very supportive father. Whenever I'll join some competitions, he is always accompanying me. He never leaves me. Whenever we need him, he will be surely there! Unlike other fathers, he is not that strict. He even allows me in some hang-outs. My father is really the one of a kind! He always reminds me to study hard so I can finish my studies and find for a nice job someday...My father is not just my father but my best friend, tropa, and my best buddy!

Where did I start?!??!?!

Where did I really start???

Actually, I really don't know who are those I just know that they are my grand, grand parents. That's the only thing I knew from them. Let's start from a very simple me...I am the first child of the couples Mercy and Larry Miranda. I have a twin sister, her name is Loriza.

My mother was the only girl of my grandparents, Elisa Carlos who is the eldest child of Francisco Carlos and Macaria Araw. While my grandfather, Felimon Arbonida who was the son of Corazon Francisco and Pio Arbonida. Pio Arbonida was the first son of Lola Juana ang Eulogio Arbonida whose in-laws were Agapito Francisco ang Lola Itay.

On my grandmaother's side, her grandparents were Francisco Carlos Sr., Segunda Hernandez, Marcelino Araw, and Josefina Arda.

On my father's side, some of them are familiar to me because I grew up with my father's side. My hardworking grandparents were Leticia Jebulan and Sergio Miranda. My Lola Leticia died early because of cancer. My father was just a child before when she died. Even though I didn't grew up with her, I feel positively with her. My Lolo Sergio is very hardworking, he was a farmer and because of that he was able to rose his child properly and my tita and tito were all in their proper way of living. My father was the 6th child of him. As my father told me stories about him, I found him very thoughtful and loving. I still met him when I was 9 years old before. I missed him so much!

My Lola Leticia was the youngest daughter of Vasion Franes and Rodolfo Jebulan, both from Bicol. While my Lolo Sergio was the youngest also of Maria Gregorio and Dionisio Miranda. Maria Gregorio was the daughter of Simeona and Candido Gregorio.

Hmmm...I think I totally moved on! Yes! I proved myself already that I totally forget him. We were texting but I don't feel anything about him anymore, maybe because I actually moved on!I can talk about him already whenever my friends are asking about him. I can even take to see the two of them together. I will not be carried again by my foolish emotions... I just look after him as my elder brother. I know that we'll find ourselves at the right time... We are old enough to think and make our decisions... After this, I don't want to have any commitment first, I'll batter focus first with my studies... A "goodbye" to him is hard, but a "goodbye" to CNSHS is harder... I don't regret with what I have decided. I think it's really over... It's enough to be fooled just once...

18 signs of falling inlove...

EIGHTEEN
you get so jealous when someone comment them saying they are cute
SEVENTEEN:
You look at their profile constantly
SIXTEEN:
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago
FIFTEEN:
You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again
FOURTEEN:
You walk really slow when you're with them
THIRTEEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around
ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time
TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice
NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her
EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them
SEVEN:
They're all you think about
SIX:
You get high just from their scent
FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them
FOUR:
You would do anything for them!
THREE:
You blush when u hear their name
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number twelve was missing
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself
NOW CLOSE YOUR EYES AND MAKE A WISH
YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.......

Why do I really live here?

Everyone of us has the reason to live or what we call the "purpose of life" My utmost purpose in life is to prove my self to everyone. I want to prove my self to everyone so they won't let me down, because I don't want to be let down by any person.

Another one is I want to achieve not only my goal but the thing that I desire so much. Another thing, I want to explore myself and discover my hidden assets. And when I explored myself already I want to apply it in a wise and good manner. I want to develop what I have now to fulfill the things that i desire to do so much. I want to conquer my fears as possible. Yes, I do have a fear but as possible as I can I want to face those fears and live my life as simple as it can be.

Hello!!! hehehe... I'm back again! This week is such a tiring week! As usual! We have more assignments compare before, this week almost all of our subjects we have assignments! During the weekends, I just made my assignments and we went in my Tita's house because it's her birthday! We called to our other cousins and we had a long conversation. After that I was assigned to wash the dishes! hehehehe... They are laughing at me. (T_T) Since that our other cousins were not able to arrive, we just chat with them. This weekend, I was texting with my classmates, and the other Science HighSchool students... I was texting with Ate Tin-Anne and Ate Clarisse who already graduated in CNSHS. She was asking about our plan in Saliw today. I was not able to answer her because we are not yet having our meeting in Saliw for this week! Ahm... speaking of Saliw, I missed Saliw already, I missed the bondings in every performance, the camaraderie in every practice and especially the joke times we have in every single moment of our performance or practice. I hope we can perform as soon as possible. That's all for now! Bye!

simple, simple, simple...

Hmmm... This week is very tiring ofcourse but I really enjoy this week. Last monday we don't classes! This Tuesday bacame memorable for me because I proved my self that I am the one who can change and still can improve myself. I proved it when I refused to talk to him and forget all about him. I am happy with what I did and I don't have any regrets from that.

It's never the same with what I feel yesterdays...

Hello! I'm back again! You are just the only one I know that will lessen my negative feelings about too many problems in life. Maybe I had moved on but it's not that totally complete. It's a month ago already. Yes! I can't forget about him. Every night I was thinking that one day, he still wants me back and it came true. One day this week, he talked to me and he wants me back like before. I didn't give him a chance because I'm still afraid to love and to be hurt. I don't want to be left alone again. It's very hard to be alone when you are really down. Yes, my friends are there but the comfort of the one you love is the one that you are looking for. It would be an impossible thing. It's not that simple. I'm confused with my decision because it was not really what I like to happen, but I have to prove my friends that they are also important to me. I broke our camaraderie before and I don't want to do that again because as of now, they are my strenght. I may not have another friends like them again. Deep inside me, I still have feelings with him but not that what I feel before. hmmm....I'm confused! ♥♥take time to realize♥♥

I gotta go my own way!

Hmmm... I think I'm just confused that's why I'm saying this things to my self. I have to focus with what I have and not to enter any commitment any more. I love everything surrounding me. I think I had moved on wit my self. I'm not alone as what he's telling me! I have many friends to support and guide me. I don't need him! He's just a big mistake that I've done in my life!

I am who I am

---realize?!?!?!

Hmm....We visited Ma'am May in the hospital and when I saw her I'm very sad because she's very weak, but I know that she can recover. Hmmm... what will you feel if a person fool you for a year? I opened this topic because of someone who fooled me for almost 2 years without my knowledge. From now on, I'll never let others fool me especially the boys. Like what my friends told me, "BOYS ARE BOYS"!!!!! Now that he's comming back, maybe I'll never give him the chance that he's asking for... I am who I am.

First Week is done!!!

This first week is awfully done! It's very nice and ofcourse tiring! Hmm..During the first day, I think it's just a normal day for me. Then on the second and third day, we had our diagnostic exams. I was amazed with my other classmates because they are very fast in taking the exam. hehehe... They are just guessing it because it was just a diagnostic exam so I tried to just guess it also. hehehehe... While I am taking the English exam, I read the last part of it and I realized something about my self. The thought of that little article is so meaningful. This Friday is a bit tiring because we had our regular classes already. Someone went in our school, and they are my friends and the other one is... hmm...I can say that he's one of my past. hmm...My classmates told me that he's waiting for me but I don't care after all of the things that he did to me, will I still love him. He hurted me so much. Until in the gate he's waiting for me but I avoid to see him because it still hurts. When we were outside the campus one pf my friends told me that he's waiting for me somewhere so I used the other way just to keep from him. Until next time! ♥☺♥

First Day High!

First day high! Yeah!!! Honestly I'm not excited in going to school because it's my hird uear in school and I knew already who will be my classmates. I'm a bit excited because we have new classmate fro Nitrogen (the highest section in our school) I don't know what will be her attitude because my first thought with those who belong in that section are kind of weird. So as days past I was able to know her better, she's a nice person and I don't doubt that one day we will be closer friends. I hope so! ☺