I love my family, my cousins and my relatives, but were there times that we have to forget them for a while and just to think about our own happiness? Would we do what the heart beats or what our mind dictates? Well, it's love we're fighting for..isn't it? Were would we go? with our family or with the person you are fighting for?
There was a time in my life when I suffered from a hurtful decision whereas I have to use not only my heart but my mind that I know will lead me to my right decision. I told my self "Come what may..Loraine..." I have to chose from this options. It's either my happiness or theirs? My cousin had a girlfriend and his girlfriend liked someone and that guy whom her girlfriend like was my admirer. My cousin asked me to help him, but how? I asked myself... I must be committed to that guy so her girlfriend would stop minding that guy who admired me a lot. At that time, I love someone a lot and I think we are having mutual understanding but maybe it would not be it because I thought that my cousin really need me and that's the only way I can do. I HAVE TO SACRIFICE... I love my family and I don't want them to be somewhat like regretting..I just had some sad days that I can't recover so I think I can bring out this feeling inside because there still sacred pains that are to be hidden for the sake of their happiness. I know I can carry out this pain because before I had so much pain so what is it for now? Yeah...I know I'm just being brave to hold on with this..There's fire inside my heart that I was trying to escape from, and only one thing can give remedy. It's the way I hide the pain through my untruthful smiles...
There was a time in my life when I suffered from a hurtful decision whereas I have to use not only my heart but my mind that I know will lead me to my right decision. I told my self "Come what may..Loraine..." I have to chose from this options. It's either my happiness or theirs? My cousin had a girlfriend and his girlfriend liked someone and that guy whom her girlfriend like was my admirer. My cousin asked me to help him, but how? I asked myself... I must be committed to that guy so her girlfriend would stop minding that guy who admired me a lot. At that time, I love someone a lot and I think we are having mutual understanding but maybe it would not be it because I thought that my cousin really need me and that's the only way I can do. I HAVE TO SACRIFICE... I love my family and I don't want them to be somewhat like regretting..I just had some sad days that I can't recover so I think I can bring out this feeling inside because there still sacred pains that are to be hidden for the sake of their happiness. I know I can carry out this pain because before I had so much pain so what is it for now? Yeah...I know I'm just being brave to hold on with this..There's fire inside my heart that I was trying to escape from, and only one thing can give remedy. It's the way I hide the pain through my untruthful smiles...
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