Why Do I Can't Get Over?

This has been a journey that I can only compare to climbing Mt. Everest with only one arm and four legs. It has been a long journey when we are together and maybe this time it would be longer journey to get over him...
But now I see him out with his new girlfriends and it really marks a scar on my heart. I don't even know what I feel. Honestly, I'm missing him a lot. It's not yet a year since we broke up. It was just 8 months and 4 months to go and I am hoping with that 4 months I rally can get over him. I threw all the things that let me remind of him. I deleted him in my friends list in my friendster account but then he's memories remain. I can't forget him. Many guys have tried to court me and help me to get over him but still whom I like is him! Aaaahhh!!! I hate myself! I am being fooled by myself! I feel sorry to the guys that tried their best to defeat Lester from me but they were not. I would rather die than to still remember him this way! I don't like this situation anymore. I getting so emo even if I really don't want! Please..Save me from this foolish world!